Friday, June 15, 2007
we all need a little help
haha YUP! this is what we actually do at work. 1 whole week of rubbish. yup i got 300+ for standing around taking pictures with my darlins. hahaha! ok whatever, im finally a free laddeee! im proud to say that i've done alot of work during this past week,(NOOOOTTTT!!!)heh, watched F4 rise of the silver surfer yesterday! jessica alba looks like fucken crap! thank god chris evans looked flawless. woo, he's hot beyond hot! (dez would say- HARCORE HOT) HAH! had steeeeeeeeemboat yesterday too, at jerm's place. everyone was present! from ji baby to kayyyyyyytee to dez to ah eh to orks to...... you get what i mean, everyone was there.. oh, everyone went to zouk on wednesday too, yeah after stinking work! im not gonna upload any pics, cause.. haha i dont know, maybe i hate you.
actually i've got nothing much to blog about, and all of a sudden i think blogging sounds lame. like.. 'hurhur, brb im blogging about all the shit that happened today.' orr.. 'im so depressed, im gonna blog about my depressed life so that everyone can read and pity my depressed self, maybe people will start donating money to me,*eyes enlarges* 0.0' i always thought a blog was suppsoed to be personal. i mean, its like a journal right? like what you do everyday, what you saw, what you smelt, how you wiped your ass, you know? that kinda stuff, - personal! you wouldnt want some random person reading your blog to secretly know how you feel, how you really go about your day, how you look like semi naked or how you pick large boogers from your nose right? its no privacy here honestly, the WWW can read how you secretly like a boy who does not return the same feelings, they know how you hide in the corner and cry and beat yourself up assuming the world hates you, technically, being a loser.
i think blogging leads to unwanted attention, imagine someone you not know at all knows the world about you, stalks you, hunts you, stabs you and spill your guts out. UHHH!! too much one tree hill there. but seriously, im 'blogging' now and i feel so stupid cause im cursing at how blogging works.
i think im very contradicting sometimes, like how i dont like shitting in public places but do it anyways. like how i think popcorn smells like stinking fart but sometimes eat it anyways. & i see everyone switching to LJ recently. i guess it doesnt sound so retarded right? and since im 'blogging' now, suddenly i dont think im cool anymore, maybe i should switch to LJ too, then i wouldnt be 'blogging', i'd be 'livejournaling', tho that sounds more than half as retarded as 'blogging', but at least i'd be cool.
its beyond me, i cannot carry the weight of the heavy world.